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Title: GazettE Star Power!
Comments: I'm trying to change my drawing style a bit, so I find myself experimenting a lot with different things. Like doing it all in ink, including shading. Eh, not sure if I like it, but it's something to consider in the future. These three lovely boys were drawn as three separate ones and I just uploaded them as one. Hmm what else... I've been inspired by my "mentor" or sorts lately. We're doing a Sailor Moon cosplay in a couple weeks, actually, which should bring back fond memories. Now that I look at Reita and compare it to my Gazette poster...his hair is a bit large. Eh, that's okay :D

Since this is my first time attempting to post images, I'll post what I believe to be a thumbnail link sort of thing as well as a link in case the thumbnail doesn't work.

thumbnail:
[URL=http://img440.imageshack.us/i/sailorgazetterau.jpg/][IMG]http://img440.imageshack.us/img440/2069/sailorgazetterau.th.jpg[/IMG][/URL]

link:
http://img440.imageshack.us/img440/2069/sailorgazetterau.jpg



 
 
 
 
 
 

Well, I guess I saw this coming. I find that I have a lot of trouble writing when I'm even kinda sad (shouldn't it be the other way around?! God, I can't even write angst when I'm depressed -_-) Truth is, I'm missing someone so much right now. She's on her way to the airport as I write this, and I probably won't ever see her again... and I think I just kissed her when saying goodbye o_O Well there goes a few years of keeping my feelings bottled up. So even though I haven't posted any fics for a while, it looks like I won't be posting anything for another while. Unless I have some strange, abnormal burst of enlightenment. In which case, sure, I'll write. lol. This kinda infuriates me because I have about seven fics started (like a half page on microsoft word) and no inspiration to complete them.  

I realized pretty recently that I fricken suck at creating titles. So in order to practice, I shall title all my entries starting...NOW.

Sorry if my thoughts seem a bit scattered, I just pulled an all-nighter with no caffeine nor sugar. Aaaaaall Natural.
Oh hey, looks like it's about 6 in the morning. Breakfast time, I suppose :D
 
 
 
 
 
 


Maybe it's because I'm listening to slower music than usual, and maybe it's because I've been watching "Shark Week" on the discovery channel for a couple days, but I'm really glad I'm alive XD

On a side note:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HANNAH. I know you don't have an LJ (or maybe you do and you're keeping it from me!) but I know you'll see this eventually :D

And because she's basically my Uruha muse, I'm currently working on a ReitaXUruha fic...
while, of course, unwillingly imagining Aoi with boobs. I'm not sure why that's happening, really.

I just realized that I completely spaced out through the entirety of a Dir En Grey song.

The girl singing the song that I'm listening to right now ("Before Curtains Close" by Jackie Nicole) is incredible. If I have my facts straight, I do believe she's going to be an 8th grader in the coming year, and of course she's from my home town or else I wouldn't even know about her. She composes all her music herself and she was even identified as one of the top child composers and performed at one of the more well-known theatres here in Portland. I just can't get over it XD I love it when I hear about these kind of talents, especially when it involves a kid. God, it seems like just yesterday that I was one. Crazy how time passes.

Sorry about the relatively long post :D Back to writing, I guess.

 
 
 
 
 
 
This journal was never meant to get personal. I created it with the purpose of letting people actually see what I write, and I think the only thing that makes me comfortable with it is knowing that none of you know me in real life. I'm so fucking pissed off and a little depressed right now that I really need an outlet. So it's two o'clock in the morning, and I'm going to rant. Only reason I'm doing it on here is because no one will judge me, because no one knows me. Oh look, I'm rambling now.

Please ignore this if you're just going to give me crap about it.

This family...
has no benefit to me
and leaves me crying myself to sleep as my sister speeds away in her fiance's car.
Somehow, I still love them more than I probably should; more than my head really wants to allow me.
I love every non-virgin 13 year-old cousin,
every lying, cussing daddy,
every mostly insane mother who refuses to take her meds,
every drug-addicted aunt and uncle,
and every grandfather who only says nice things when he's about to die.
And I know they all love me.
Little messed up, fibbing, manipulative, failing, sassy smartass me.
Which leaves the question...
why the hell am I still crying?
Because this is fucking messed up.
 
 
 
 
 
 


Well tonight...I saw Vamps live. Twas amazing. I never actually realized how incredible that bassist is (and I'm totally jealous of his 5-strings. Jesus.). Hyde, as usual, was a complete hottie, and of course, a sensual, passionate performer. I'm glad he did some of his solo stuff and I wasn't expecting them to play a Beatles song! I like K.A.Z. too XD I'm soooo pissed that they didn't allow cameras in there; it's too bad. I was right there.

All in all, we got some funny moments (Hyde saying "It's fucking hot!" and my dad getting his manpurse rejected.) and we got some amazing music. They're welcome in Portland anytime XD Twas a blast.
 

I suppose I'm off to watch Moonchild now, just so I can giggle and fangirl over it a bit.

 
 
 
 
 
 


Title: All I Can Do (4/4)
Author: Meeee.
Pairing: ReitaXRuki
Genre: Romance, Smutties (for this chapter..)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Smut, language
Comments: Well YEY. I'm so glad that I'm done with this series. It didn't come out anything like I planned it in the beginning, and I'm sorry, but I don't really have very much smut inspiration lately XD To tell the truth, I haven't written smut in foreeeever. So I guess I'm back now, but I have chronic writers block that comes and goes. Ummm...happy reading? :D

 

 

All I Can Do - Chapter 4 )
 
 
 
 
 
 
Oh dear, I've been gone for a really long time o_o Oopsies. I'm sorry to anyone who might have been waiting on the last chapter of All I Can Do...Needless to say I got a bit caught up in my summer. I'm just about to start writing the 4th (and final) chapter. And then I'm BACK and I'll start more fics. Hopefully. Seems like I always get distracted XD
 
 
 
 
 
 
I'm sorry to say that I won't be on for the next few days and I am unable to respond to new comments at this moment. I'll come back soon. Promise.
 
 
 
 
 
 

Title: All I Can Do (3/4)
Author: [info]aquachism 
Genre: romance
Warnings: language, smut in last chapter
Rating: PG-13 for now.
Pairing: ReitaxRuk
Summary: Ruki remembers all it took to get to this point.
Comments: ...Are my chapters too short?


All I Can Do - Chapter Three )
 
 
 
 
 
 

Title: All I Can Do (2/4)
Author: [info]aquachism 
Genre: Romance
Warnings: language, eventual smut
Rating: PG-13 for now
Pairing: ReitaxRuki
Summary: Ruki remembers all it took to get to this point.
Comments: My idea for the way this story is going to go has completely changed >o< Hopefully I'll be able to put it all together in the 4 chapters.



 

All I Can Do - Chapter Two )

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